from Shekhinah Speaks (selva oscura, 2022)
By Joy Ladin
Fear not, I am the one who helps you . . .
“7 Empowering Life Lessons from ‘Buffy the Vampire Slayer.’”
– Emma Dibdin, Cosmopolitan, 3/10/17
Are you ready to be strong?
Are you ready to follow me beyond
the fear that warns you
to hold your tongue
when cruelty and hopelessness,
degradation and evil,
stab you through the heart?
Fear likes you this way,
self-loathing and numb,
believing you’re no one
I’d ever choose,
a worm in a tunnel, dust in a gale,
a nameless pool of blood
I could never love.
I summon them all to judgment,
the fear that stalks you
to the ends of the earth,
the shame and disgrace
that nail you in your place,
everything that gets in the way
of you responding when I say
“Don’t be afraid.”
Don’t be afraid.
I was here before fear
and I’m there beyond it,
opening fountains,
trampling kings underfoot,
calling you to me
across generations
by paths you haven’t walked,
by ways you cannot imagine.
I’m the mother who really sees,
the father who understands
you, every version,
real and imagined, future and past,
cypress and desert, queer fluid light,
thresher of mountains, solitary pine.
You have nothing to fear
and nothing to prove.
Are you ready
to be strong? Time
to remake the world.
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